| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 |
| 5:50 am |
in the twilight zone
I've exited the real world.. the purpose of the journey went horribly wrong.. the journey itself was grand as always.. and still a bit of a ways on that last stretch.. sometimes it feels like forever. sometimes I realize how little of time it really is.. Today, every second being so far from her, is an eternity Current Mood:  hopefulCurrent Music: Texas - Like Lovers (Holding On) |
| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004 |
| 7:20 am |
every journey has a point, when no more words are left to speak, when one gets up and begins. When one takes thier first step, and starts down thier path. Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: (unknown) - like the desert misses the rain |
| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
| 8:36 pm |
how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead all this time I can't believe I couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become (Bring me to life) I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside (Bring me to life) Current Mood:  enragedCurrent Music: Evanescence - Bring me back to life |
| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
| 8:52 am |
Its raining and people tell me its cold, but damned if I can tell.. feels like its about 70o-72o, and folks say its more like 55o-60o.. feels pretty nice.. reminds me of the fall in Minnasota.. minus the cornfields and the amish. Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: Kingston Trio - Tom Doodly |
| Saturday, April 3rd, 2004 |
| 3:37 am |
some wierd thought that came to my mind
imgaine two people that were so comfortable with themselves as individuals are were so much a couple, that they changed sexes to explore one another as the other gender Current Mood:  disappointedCurrent Music: peter, paul, & mary - Don't Think Twice |
| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
| 9:51 pm |
within the darkness.. she whispers to me.. calling unto me as if from some distant dream.. in the night.. her touches.. light as the shadows cast by the fleeing sun.. becon.. embrace me.. comfort me from the chills of the days passing.. her love surrounds me.. welcoming me home.. amongst those of the night.. Current Mood:  enthralledCurrent Music: The Bad Touch - Bloodhound Gang |
| Saturday, August 9th, 2003 |
| 12:44 pm |
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| 12:15 pm |
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003 |
| 2:00 pm |
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| 1:10 pm |
thought
The primary flaw in the unification of the US as a chrisitian nation is the reality experienced by right wing christiandom. It is the inability to experience outside of a given mind-set/personal universe. In the given personal reality, experiences follow given lines. One experience leads to another, and to another, thusly, such and such a series of actions and events will cause those of that mind-set to react and join in paticular manners. The socia-cultural reaction will only occur for those living that paticular reality. The fundimental flaw does not allow for the diversity of reason and lines of logic found in such a wide culture. Series of events to not lead to given conclusions as the fundimentalist believes, and may very well lead to apposing conclusions or even a sence of disjointed actions/occurances Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Yngvie Malmstien - Rising Force |
| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 |
| 8:19 pm |
Spectyr says 'heh...i'm retarded' Katriel councils 'bruce is frigid' Pachomius junks a claw ring. Pachomius junks long, sharp fingernails. Pachomius junks heart of the Dumahim vampire. Pachomius junks head of the Dumahim vampire. Pachomius junks long, sharp fingernails. Pachomius junks a pair of fangs. Pachomius junks long, sharp fingernails. Pachomius junks a claw ring. Pachomius junks a bloody dagger. Pachomius junks a claw ring. Pachomius junks a pair of fangs. Pachomius junks a scroll of recall. Pachomius junks long, sharp fingernails. Pachomius junks long, sharp fingernails. Pachomius junks a scroll of recall. Pachomius junks a scroll of recall. Pachomius junks a bag. Pachomius junks a shaolin robe. Pachomius junks the rusty belt. Pachomius junks an iron sphere. Pachomius junks a brass box. Pachomius junks a jug of Shaolin Shine. Pachomius junks a silver choker. Pachomius junks a silver choker. Pachomius junks a pair of bifocals. Pachomius tells the group 'opps' Hugh chats 'I am such a dumbass' StrykeN chats 'Hey Raoh Your an idiot' Raoh chats 'i know this already why you have to remind me im having fun G' Mifwyp chats 'Haha i'm stupid' [ High-Elf ] Emeryld people should read HELP RULES
Maxim chats 'man my dad is on crack'
Omni chats 'well that explains you then don't it'
Samael chats 'I'm slow!
Jiv chats 'i have a girlfriend...but my cat poked a hole in her and she wont inf
late anymore'
A dead soldier hits the ground ... DEAD.
Rizzo chats 'i have the mental capacid of 3rd grader'
Sarhan cchats 'treason, paying women for pleasure is not considered dating'
The guildmaster nods in recognition to a mosquito.
The guildmaster states 'You are just a fledgling barbarian. Be careful and work
hard.'
[ Illithid ] Lex yummy brain, sticky spongy head jelly
Hannibal chats 'where is this death trap near mg that takes u to solace i forget
'
Someone chats 'of course not...in order to cheat, you have to break rules. Since we make the
rules, nothing is cheating for us :)'
You tell Etoh 'hope you don't mind.. I'm telling arny that you're arty's alt :)'
Etoh tells you 'oh great :) now I'm dead :P'
Daiko tells you 'plz dont hate me, i love you'
Rizzo mchats 'im not gonna lie to ya im a little drunk'
Dokar mchats 'As were your parents
Artemis councils 'and stop acting like you have a stick up your ass'
Artemis councils 'btw, did you fix hawke'
Saint councils 'no, i was busy playing with the stick up my ass'
Saint councils 'you'll always be my boyfriend..i'm just seeing the stick on the
side'
Rico chats 'Oh sure, steal her away before I deliver the punchline of my joke.
Krilyn tells you 'wanna see me try something stupid?'
The gloucester patrolman is here, fighting someone who left??
[39 Human Mon] Takimine-Gimmie Back My Channels You Fascist Pig
Info> Kriltorin killed by the vagabond!
Kriltorin chats 'help'
Kriltorin chats 'or not '
Jerome chats 'And the coven penalty is they share ctell with Gundam'
Jerome chats 'And Ktash penalty is they share ctell with Silvara'
Yorick chats 'and are you the Shaolin penalty? :P'
Info> Blazarath has met an untimely fate!
Aatakinty chats 'Swim Fatass, Swim'
Calibas chats 'my first time i think psipher transed me and screwed around with
me till i beat on my keyboard and my computer went blank'
Rizzo yells 'you would be in trouble if i was 40'
Rizzo yells 'and ogion was here'
Rizzo yells 'and boyer'
Rezael tells you 'i love u.'
Info> Boyer killed by the cardboard box!
Maxim tells you 'I want to be complete'.
Artemis councils 'if it had a pulse at one time its a sexual partner'
Current Mood:  bouncy
Current Music: Stupify - (haven't a clue who sings it) |
| Sunday, June 29th, 2003 |
| 10:45 am |
shtuff
I'm sore.. my body hurts in all sorts of places.. more work today.. the thing of it is.. I'm wayyyy content.. damned good work Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Dragon Tails - Dragon Tails |
| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003 |
| 4:03 pm |
work
Fence is finished.. have a shed, and the front yard left.. to build.. can you say.. hot a sweaty? Current Mood:  hotCurrent Music: when you wish upon a star - Pinochio |
| Monday, June 23rd, 2003 |
| 5:17 pm |
shtuff and things
I think.. that its almost time for a hella bar-b-que.. real food.. lots of shtuffed people.. little kids smiling pudgily upon the floor.. ect.. ect Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: Fantasia 2000 |
| Saturday, June 21st, 2003 |
| 2:12 pm |
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| 1:17 pm |
woo
woop.. my little brother is coming tomarrow.. *dances* with my future sister in law Current Mood:  jubilantCurrent Music: ali babba - aladins lamp |
| Friday, June 20th, 2003 |
| 2:58 pm |
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| Thursday, June 19th, 2003 |
| 6:00 pm |
I miss communial bathing.. btw.. your visually oriented culture sucks.. Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: Scooby Do - Scoobies Scariest Adventures |
| 11:19 am |
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| Wednesday, June 18th, 2003 |
| 3:00 pm |
Does my scent track.. do you taste the concept.. are the shapes from my auditory spatial enough for you Knowlege of varing degrees of perception does not equal awareness of the natural state of that being. Universalism is the belief, that while there may be different words, that in essence, the value.. the meaning, the concept, remains the same.. Universalism says, "If we all just got together, we would discover, that all these different languages, are saying the very same thing, that you are thinking my thoughts, that you are experiencing life in the same conceptual manner in which I do, that my experiences translate to you and yours to mine" Jashaen is the point where two ways of life, two ways of being, two mind-sets from different individuals or different cultures meet. It is the misunderstandings, the misconceptions that occur.. where one individual or one culture assumes that the others values coincide with the formers. it is the manner in which one sees the others orientation of structures as the same, the manner in which one, in relating to the other, believes that the word/action/language of the other, speaks the same undercurrent as themselves Current Mood:  determinedCurrent Music: Tiggers have tails too - Winnie The Pooh |
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